Can I be honest with you? So, Olivia moved into her dorm at Webster University. Having her not around has been A LOT tougher than I thought it would be. Yes, I know she's 30 minutes away. But we are a very tight-knit family. I have to give her her space to grow. But it's pretty painful. I asked my mom about when my sisters and I moved away. She said my Dad told her it's not like we ran away. I had a cousin that did and she wasn't heard from for a VERY long time. I haven't fallen asleep before 3am since she moved out. I'm used to having my two youngest sleeping under MY roof. I knew it was going to happen and thought I was prepared. Not so much. Honestly, there's been times I thought I was going to break down. Does that make me weak? To **** with that. I miss my daughter. I haven't seen her since last Saturday. Some of you will say I couldn't wait for them to leave. Good for you. I don't feel that way. My family has always been everything to me. I've turned down paid gigs so that I can have dinner with my wife and girls. Wifey says it'll get better. I hope so. If not, I'll be moving. To Webster University.